10. Struggling to keep going

The last few days have been hectic with the holidays, and yesterday got to spend some unexpected time with the family.

The lesson here? write earlier in the day!

I'm also really up in my head with the holidays, relationships, and bills. I've sat down to write many times and had one entire post that was nothing but ...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

I didn't post that - as much as I try to be real about how things are going, that post was a waste of time (for everyone) so I deleted it and decided to come back today to try and do better.

(My phone is unavailable right now, so no TikTok of today's posting)

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I've got nothing.

Nicole was caught up in her own thoughts, the dark spiral clouding her vision, everything shifting to be as dark and twisted as if she was in a Tim Burton movie.

I've got nothing, she thought again.